You Always Had to Get Over Her

You always had to get over her
whether her name was Jess or Kate
You the man-boy
swaying side to side
unsure as a toddler's step

The hair color changes,
long brunette or short and red
yet they all remained the same and left
you for another future
while your current becomes your past

Devastated, you stay
until another day brings another blonde
and you disappear into that world once again
hoping it to be the final escape